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Apr. 16th, 2007 @ 06:18 pm Meme- taken from lemur:)
We all have things about our friends that make us slightly envious. Not in a bad way, but in a 'Wow! I wish I had that person's hair/eyes/money/relationship/toenails/whatever.'

So tell me what about me makes you envy me. . . then post this in your LJ and see what makes me envious of you

Leave a comment and I'll...
1 - Tell you why I friended you.
2 - Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, a sexual position, etc. (Or, not)
3 - Tell you something I like about you.
4 - Tell you a memory I have of you.
5 - Associate you with a character/pairing.
6 - Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7 - Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
8 - In return, you must post this in your LJ
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Apr. 11th, 2007 @ 04:13 pm To my love...
Hey baby. Our anniversary is coming up soon...it'll be 5 amazing years since we said I do. I have loved you ever since the day I met you, and I love you more each day. I used to hear people say that, and think they were full of it. But I was wrong, it IS possible. There were quite a few people who thought we were getting married too soon and we'd never last. So here's my own personal raspberry to them, pfft. When I open my eyes in the morning, I think to myself, I must be the luckiest woman on this earth. And at night, when we kiss, and say our I love you's and more's...my heart still tightens and I get that tingling feeling. Thank you for holding my hand and loving me for the last 6 years. I couldn't have found anyone more perfect than you for me. I love you baby, more more more.
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Mar. 30th, 2007 @ 12:41 am I've been feeling odd lately...weird dreams...thinking about the past
I've been sad, but I've nothing to be sad about. Something seems to be wrong...but I can't put a finger on it. Like someone needs my help, or something...I dunno. I can't explain it. It's my 6th sense messing with my mind again.

I am really behind things, but I just discovered The Fray...interesting song.

How to save a life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

*sorry bout the long post, but grant me this, I rarely post*
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Jan. 23rd, 2007 @ 11:33 am Moola and blingo
If anyone is interested in makin some money for free...playing games and searches, I have a couple invites to moola.com. I play it frequently, and if you win I win. It's all good:) Help me take my hubby on a trip to Vegas for our anniversary. Every cent helps:) Email me at michelle@supertucker.com for a moola invite:) Invite will be coming from another email addy of mine.

Also if you would like to sign up to use blingo, let me know and I'll send ya an invite too:) They give away 1000 dollars every thursday, and lots of other prizes. About a year ago I won an Ipod from them:)

Here's the link for blingo:)
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Jan. 10th, 2007 @ 10:28 pm I've just been reminded
of how important friends are. I've been in my own little world for so long now. Sometimes though, you just need to talk to someone outside of your "box". So, thank you lemur, you made my day.
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Jul. 11th, 2006 @ 10:02 am I didn't want to do it
And I fought every moment against it...but I've got a myspace account.


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Apr. 27th, 2006 @ 03:10 pm Stolen from the red headed chick;)
Only two rules... and you MUST follow them!!

--1. You can only say YES or NO!

--2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!

Taken a picture naked? Yes.

Made out with a member of the same sex? Yes

Danced in front of your mirror naked? Yes

Told a lie? Yes.

Had a one night stand? Yes.

Been in a fist fight? No

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes.

Been arrested? No.

Fooled around in your parents house? Yes.

Ditched school to have sex? No.

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes.

Seen someone die? Yes

Kissed a picture? Yes.

Slept in until 3? Yes

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes.

Played dress up? Yes.

Fallen asleep at work/school? No.

Touched a snake? Yes

Ran a red light? Yes.

Had detention? No.

Been in a car accident? Yes.

Pole danced? No.

Been lost? Yes.

Sang karaoke? No.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes.

Kissed in the rain? Yes

Sang in the shower? Yes.

Gave your private parts a nickname? No.

Ever gone to school without underwear? No.

Sat on a roof top? Yes.

Played chicken? No.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No.

Broken a bone? Yes

Mooned/flashed someone? Yes.

Had sex with your socks on? No

Slept naked? Yes.

Blacked out from drinking? Yes.

Played a prank on someone? Yes.

Felt like killing someone Yes

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? yes.

Cried over someone? Yes.

Had sex more than 10 times in one day? Yes

Had/Have a dog? yes.

Been in a band or played an instrument? Yes.

Taken more than 10 shots of alcohol ? Yes.

Shot a gun? yes.
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Apr. 13th, 2006 @ 08:44 pm Things change
Okay, I finally did it. I finally found a job that I absolutely LOVE!!! I mean, LOVE!!! Did I mention, LOVE?!?! I mean, I've been searching for a career for a LONG time, and now I think I've finally found where I belong. I had been really tired for the first couple of weeks, but now that my schedule is changing to 11 to 730pm, I'm going to be an extremely happy camper. Life is good. Aaron's happy because I've got a job. I'm even happier that I've got a job, well...not only a job, a career. Out of about 45 people in training, I am the number 1 person in the class. That also makes me feel really good. Graduation is tomorrow...woot! I've already started taking calls, but we're on our own starting Monday. I'm ready to make serious money:)
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Feb. 18th, 2006 @ 11:37 am OK, I'm doing it too...
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Dec. 7th, 2005 @ 01:26 pm Complaining...
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Man...I just figured out something today. I used to be SUCH a complainer. I'd complain about everything. Mostly the way my life was.

Now, however, I rarely do so. Not because there aren't things to complain about. Certainly I could complain about the lack of money, a good job, or even how unfair the world seems to be. But underneathe all those issues, there's something different about me. What's different you ask? Well...I'll tell you. For the past 4 years or so I have been completely and totally happy with myself. Sure, there are things I'd like to change, but they don't get me down. Not only am I happy, but I'm loved. I have never felt so loved (other than by my family who are just awesome). My husband means the world to me. I could go on and on about how much he means to me and how absolutely wonderful he is. Aaron makes me smile when I wake up in the morning, just because I get to see his face. He warms my soul and body every night as we drift off to sleep in each others arms. He makes me laugh every day...no matter what the situation.

For some reason, people thought that my feelings were not true when I started seeing him. I did understand their concern at the time. It was bad timing, and I honestly didn't think I was ready or willing to have a relationship. I even told him as much. However, a couple weeks after we started seeing each other he had moved in. By the end of that month, we knew we'd be together forever. People warned me. It's too soon..too soon to care about someone again. I mean, I literally had arguments with my best friend over this. Here we are, 4.5 years into our relationship (3.5 years of being married) and things couldn't be better.

I hate to think of the life I'd have if I would have heeded their warnings and stopped seeing Aaron. I am sure that I would have let my lifes true love slip through my fingers if I had. I'm glad I followed my heart.

I started this update because I was upset about people always complaining about everything and never doing anything to change the circumstance. It drives me crazy to see this over and over again. In my interaction with friends and even on live journal.

Badger once read my tarot cards for me. Basically the jest of it was to "pick a direction" and go that way. It seems life had me all over the place, trying to please everyone, having my foot into everything and never being happy. So thank you Badger for giving me a little push in the right direction (even if you probably will never read this). You might not know this, but you directly impacted my life in a way I could never explain. You are a great man.

So this is for all those people who stood by me and helped me open my eyes. Thank you for believing in me and allowing me to "grow up". Thank you for allowing me to complain and vent and complain and vent some more. I might not get to see my friends much any more, and talk to them even less than I'd like, but you all are always in my heart.
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